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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Chemistry Practical.....
today went back to school for the o level practical paper.. but went there too early.. supposed to reach at 1045 but i reached there like 9..-_- anyway.. kathy, jiayi and cindy were there already..wth..so we were talking den they mentioned that someone had committed suicide again via "the mrt route"... somemore it was like at clementi mrt station... well.. i dun reali admire these kind of guys.. cause even if they die also wun solve the problems right? and they wud give their remaining family members double the prob.. plus the psychological and emotional damage... so old le still cannot think for themselves.. not that i am criticising the victim but i feel that they shud at least think of the consequences first ma.. haiz..,.
the practical was like crap la.. they gave us three unknown sodium salts.. den tell us to do a series of tests on them..but the colour was damn strange lo.. some was like between gold and yellow... some black and green.. i reali gave up man..so i totally wrote down wad i REALLY observed and not follow the sequence.. but the conclusion i got correct.. hahax... some salvation.. it was iodide.. stupid la... cause one test already can confirm its iodide le ma.. still muz do like 20+.. i was rather confident in my VA.. cause titration i always get full marks de.. BUT THIS TIME I BLOODY SCREWED UP.. damn.. i nv see the 10dm3... so i got the mass is 8.89.. supposed to be 88.9 cause i forgot to multiply by 10..
after that was playing soccer with the rest of the 4/2 and 4/3 guys... den my team was hann bin, ronnie,guanzhong,nigel/jim(cause they always rotate) and me.. den the opposing team was winston yin cheong kok yao dylan and darren... den we decided to play to 10 goals.. dunno why we suddenly went 8-3 up.. den we were so confident of winning the game.. but they spectacularly came back to draw 9-9..omg.. it was such a furious and end to end game during the last few minutes.. nigel declared that the losers will have no LP.. den everyone pia.. in the end we win thru a nigel winner.. everybody in my team so ecstatic and celebrating like we jus won the EPL liddat..
continued.......
Esteban picked up his sister's hand and ran away as far as he could... he stopped to catch his breath and felt tears trickling down his cheeks.. all the happy memories he spent with his mum suddenly came flooding back to him.. theresa put her finger to his cheeks and wiped off his tears..." Este... dun worry.. mum will be fine... and we will take good care of one another de.. we WILL live to see mum again.." she picked up his hand and they willed each other to move on again.. esteban did not know where to go.. he jus wanted to go as far as he could...they trekked thru terrains that were terrible in conditions... once his sister's shoes came off and Esteban gave her his... he moved on without any shoes and his legs bled even more with each moving step...theresa felt for his brother and was often heart-broken to see him struggling.. she knew it was an emotional and physical burden on her brother but there was nothing she could do..she felt useless and helpless...throughout the journey they steered clear of people cause they did not want to arouse suspicion of two kids moving thru the country.. moving on, they took in every sight and learned bout the outside world that they had lost contact with since they were young.. however simple they wanted to keep their escape, the problem of hunger and thirst always came back to them.. water was an easy enough resource.. u could find water almost everywhere.. food was the main problem... when they no longer could take it any longer they camped behind a bush.. esteban looked at his sister and said:"theresa, stay here and dun wander ard u hear? i will go look for food.." with that, he looked at his sister in the eye and moved away..little did he know that this was to be the last time he saw his sister...when he came back, he saw his sister lying in a pool of blood... inside him, he was screaming but nothing came out.. the extent of the shock was too great for him.. he sank down to his knees and stared at his sister's lifeless body... den he noticed a note beside the baggage.. he picked it up and tears streamed down his cheeks as he read the note... it read:" Este.. i know it mus have been hard on u these few days.. taking care of me and looking after the welfare of both of us.. i am sorry for all this and i know u will be terribly sad.. but i jus hope to help u... without me u will have another less burden..move on in life, Este... the world will not stop spinning jus because of my death.. my final wish is for u to return the ring to mum.. but do not go back now.. its too dangerous... settle urself in another country and wait for a few years b4 returning to look for her.. Este.. remember wad i have said.. bring the bottle inside the bagagge wherever u go.. my soul will always be with u... I love you..." Esteban picked up the bottle and saw that her sister had placed her necklace and doll inside the bottle.. the mental terror inside him was too much fer him to take... he had been dealt with two heavy blows within a week.. he sat by her side for the whole night holding her hands... finally when morning came, esteban picked up his baggage and kissed his sister on the cheeks.. with a last look he ran and ran...he was going to save himself.. he was not going to let himself die.. his sister had given up her life for his survival and he was not going to let his sister down... he ran and ran non-stop until he could no longer take it.. the last thing he remembered was himself fainting along the roadside... when he awoke, he found himself in a dark and moist barn.. it smelt of cow dung and was damn filthy.. he had jus picked himself up when the door swung open... a stocky man whu could not be older than 40+, in a farmer cap glared at him..." So u've woken up little brat, i see...." A sly smile flashed across his face and his face glinted.. den he picked up a spade nearby and hurled it at Esteban......................
but yoo will nv know;
6:39 AM
Monday, October 30, 2006
Higher Chinese Paper O Level 2006....
omg.. the first paper jus passed by so quickly.. its not that i am bragging but the paper was freakingly easy.. a rarity by any standard.. however the relief at the standard of the paper was soon replaced by the sobering thought that the o levels are dawning upon us faster than we realised.. haiz...tomorrow is chem practical exams.. i am in shift 3 so onli needa report at 10 45.. wth.. today i forgot to bring my entry proof and i had to go GO take another one.. damn.. and i scolded by ms ban again.. for the third time in 3 days.. sian..
btw.. i felt like writing a long story.. therefore ppl for the next posts i gonna write the story in episodes bah.. hahax.. here goes...
there was a boy whu was called esteban.. born in the suburb of London, he was jus a normal boy with ambitions that matched his height.. (he was tall btw).. his mum loved him alot and always tried to gave him the best she could afford.. however she was poor and often lived in poverty.. but esteban did not mind at all... he often felt satisfied and contented... there was jus a blotch on his normal everyday life.. his father was a gambling addict and alcoholic.. he had no care for the family and often while his time away outside.. he wud spent wad ever he earned on beer and gambling... georgia had long given up on his husband and carried on her normal everyday but she was worried for her 10 year old esteban.. deprive of family warmth and love, he often spent his time with animals if not helping his mum wash the dishes at her workplace...esteban had a sister too.. theresa... they were both caring and loving to each other as they tried to fill in the family love they had been lacking for years with siblings love..their life, though in poverty, was generally smooth and they wud made do with whatever they had.. their life was to change however one sunday night.. steven staggered to the door of his hse, a beer bottle in his hand, and banged heavily on the door, calling out to his daughter theresa to open the door... esteban was overjoyed to see his dad home and rushed to open the door, tragedy was soon to struck.. steven staggered thru the door and staggered to the master bedroom. Georgia was inside sewing, and esteban closed the door behind them, wanting them to have some private space.. he went back into the living room where he and his sister were watching their fav show..however they soon heard a din in the master bedroom... it sounded like ppl fighting.. both brother and sister rushed to see wad had happened.. they opened the door and was shocked at wad met them in their sights.. steven was holding georgia by the throat and was threatening to smash the beer bottle over her head... esteban rushed to save his mother.. he picked up his baseball bat and smashed it against the bottle before it landed on his mother's head.. den with his sister's help they managed to push steven out of the room and locked the door... Georgia was gasping for breath but she told them: " Ur father wanted to get some money but i could not bear to see our hard-earned money go to his gambling and beer.. i refused and he strangled me by the throat..... now listen!! Esteban, i wan u to bring ur sister and run away from this home.. and i mean as far as possible.. never come back here.. jus go away.. promise me whatever u do u will take care of ur sister..dun let her come to harm.. here.. i packed some clothes for u and ur sister.. inside these two bags are some necessities u will need.. now run..!! wait!" Georgia crawled to her bed and took out a bracelet from under her pillow.. she passed it to esteban and said:" this is a family heirloom passed down from my ancestors.. bring in along with u.. u may need it.. and.. now.. no more arguments.. promise me smthg.. forget u ever had this home, had this dad.. jus go!! its the two of u now!" With that she planted a kiss on both of them, and ushered them out of another adjoining room to the back of the house with tears streaming out of her eyes.. Esteban looked at his mum for the last time and cried "mum"... With that he picked up 6 year old theresa's hand.... and they ran... ran and ran for their lives........
but yoo will nv know;
5:49 AM
Higher Chinese Paper O Level 2006....
omg.. the first paper jus passed by so quickly.. its not that i am bragging but the paper was freakingly easy.. a rarity by any standard.. however the relief at the standard of the paper was soon replaced by the sobering thought that the o levels are dawning upon us faster than we realised.. haiz...tomorrow is chem practical exams.. i am in shift 3 so onli needa report at 10 45.. wth.. today i forgot to bring my entry proof and i had to go GO take another one.. damn.. and i scolded by ms ban again.. for the third time in 3 days.. sian..
btw.. i felt like writing a long story.. therefore ppl for the next posts i gonna write the story in episodes bah.. hahax.. here goes...
there was a boy whu was called esteban.. born in the suburb of London, he was jus a normal boy with ambitions that matched his height.. (he was tall btw).. his mum loved him alot and always tried to gave him the best she could afford.. however she was poor and often lived in poverty.. but esteban did not mind at all... he often felt satisfied and contented... there was jus a blotch on his normal everyday life.. his father was a gambling addict and alcoholic.. he had no care for the family and often while his time away outside.. he wud spent wad ever he earned on beer and gambling... georgia had long given up on his husband and carried on her normal everyday but she was worried for her 10 year old esteban.. deprive of family warmth and love, he often spent his time with animals if not helping his mum wash the dishes at her workplace...esteban had a sister too.. theresa... they were both caring and loving to each other as they tried to fill in the family love they had been lacking for years with siblings love..their life, though in poverty, was generally smooth and they wud made do with whatever they had.. their life was to change however one sunday night.. steven staggered to the door of his hse, a beer bottle in his hand, and banged heavily on the door, calling out to his daughter theresa to open the door... esteban was overjoyed to see his dad home and rushed to open the door, tragedy was soon to struck.. steven staggered thru the door and staggered to the master bedroom. Georgia was inside sewing, and esteban closed the door behind them, wanting them to have some private space.. he went back into the living room where he and his sister were watching their fav show..however they soon heard a din in the master bedroom... it sounded like ppl fighting.. both brother and sister rushed to see wad had happened.. they opened the door and was shocked at wad met them in their sights.. steven was holding georgia by the throat and was threatening to smash the beer bottle over her head... esteban rushed to save his mother.. he picked up his baseball bat and smashed it against the bottle before it landed on his mother's head.. den with his sister's help they managed to push steven out of the room and locked the door... Georgia was gasping for breath but she told them: " Ur father wanted to get some money but i could not bear to see our hard-earned money go to his gambling and beer.. i refused and he strangled me by the throat..... now listen!! Esteban, i wan u to bring ur sister and run away from this home.. and i mean as far as possible.. never come back here.. jus go away.. promise me whatever u do u will take care of ur sister..dun let her come to harm.. here.. i packed some clothes for u and ur sister.. inside these two bags are some necessities u will need.. now run..!! wait!" Georgia crawled to her bed and took out a bracelet from under her pillow.. she passed it to esteban and said:" this is a family heirloom passed down from my ancestors.. bring in along with u.. u may need it.. and.. now.. no more arguments.. promise me smthg.. forget u ever had this home, had this dad.. jus go!! its the two of u now!" With that she planted a kiss on both of them, and ushered them out of another adjoining room to the back of the house with tears streaming out of her eyes.. Esteban looked at his mum for the last time and cried "mum"... With that he picked up 6 year old theresa's hand.... and they ran... ran and ran for their lives........
but yoo will nv know;
5:49 AM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
updating here in the middle of the night........
monday (or rather tuesday) 1.29 am
sianx..jus post for fun..ppl please dun think i am crazy.. updating in the middle of the night... anyway.. i am up cause i am watching soccer now.. UEFA champions league between Arsenal and CSKA Moscow.. haiz.. arsenal trailing by one goal.. supid.. anyway.. on fri.. we went to JJC open hse... OMG.. u shud have seen the synthetic soccer field there.. its made up totally of carpet grass.. and i dun think even if we fell heavily on it we will get injured.. its so nice.. i felt like rolling on it.. lols... anyway.. as we neared the field, this malay soccer player Mike came and introduced himself as captain.. he invited me and my buddies to play a game.. at the same time he will assess us and decide whether to invite us to join their school via soccer, aka. DSA..
anyway.. i was seperated from my friends.. well.. the game started and i felt i played not too bad.. some nice crosses and corners.. long shots on target.. but i was not expecting to be called up.. however after the game Mike came over and picked out 8 players whom he tot was slightly better than the rest.. NH onli got me and kok yao.. but it was an honour no matter wad.. JJC was third in last year national finals..
then, mike told the 8 of us to play a game against JJC's top 11.. we were expecting to get thrashed.. however all of us played above expectations and we won 4-1.. i even managed to score a goal!..
anyway.. the soccer game started le.. so shall post next time.. see ya guys..!!
but yoo will nv know;
10:32 AM
Monday, October 02, 2006
10.36 pm tuesday
what is love? something that we hold on to onli to eventually let go? or a commitment as important as that of adult society? youngsters of these age tends to fall into love rather explicably.. but one tends to ask whether they are puppy love or true love..?
the answers lies in the two parties involved.. it is not uncommon to hear younsters who are not legally of age yet even to drink beer talk bout their countless experiences of love... when one steps out onto the streets, couples even as young as pri sch students hold hands in public. obviously oblivious to the stares ard them.. of course it is no crime but the masses seem to make a fool out of these leniency and abuse their " privileges"...
sometimes ppl ard me will scoff at the suggestion of stead and stc.. but the sparkle in their eyes made me wonder whether they mean it from the bottom of their heart... the lesson is that each and everyone of us will have a crush/confession/love... however.. the most heart-wrenching thing is when ur love for someone is not reciprocated, even worse not known to the lucky party.. i sometimes wonder whether heaven is making a fool out of me.. the person i used to love left me... the person that i love now has no idea about my love.. yet i still try to live my life fully.. to view it pessimistically.. i see love as a devil trying yo weigh me down and invade my private life.. yet the angel inside me is convincing me that to love and being loved is the most fortunate that could happen to a person...
can anyone save me? can anyone tell me wad to do? demolish the devil within me and establish the angel within me.. onli then do i know i have found my true happiness..............
but yoo will nv know;
7:40 AM
Sunday, October 01, 2006
7.49 pm Sunday
here i am blogging again.. basically today was tuition day.. cause went fer tuition at three and ended at six..
stupid... expected my mum to drive me home cause was like so damn far.. but she told me to take bus.. wth.. anyway.. on the bus today.. i saw smthg which i was damn proud of.. it was veh crowded anyway.. so i was standing and beside me was a middle-aged lady whu looked like she was struggling with her stuff.. she was carrying alot of groceries.. and the stupid
bus captain was driving so crazily.. suddenly a middle aged guy stood up and offered his seat to the lady.. i looked at him.. definitely a singaporean.. he smiled at the lady and motioned fer her to sit down...
to hell with those ppl whu claimed singaporeans are arrogant and full of themselves.. singapore rawkks even more!!as in was blogging now.. i was reading some soccer stuff on soccernet.com...
by the way i am an ARSENAL supporter.. arsenal beat charlton yst 2-1 , with two goals from dutch international ROBIN VAN PERSIE.. the second goal was a screamer man!!
hleb received the ball in the middle of the park.. he spotted eboue overlapping on the right flank and threaded a perfect throughball... at that time the cross came in from eboue,no one was in the penalty box.. but the ball was heading out of the box anyway.. somehow it looked as if all was lost.. but RVP arrived out of nowhere... from 30 yards out he leapt in mid air and struck a volley when air borne.. the ball flew straight into the top corner with no chance fer the keeper... back home: ivan stopped and stared at the screen.. gasping for dunno wad.. and could utter nothing.. it was simply a stunner man!
Arsene Wenger( Arsenal manager) : 'It was quite unbelievable - a goal of a lifetime.Technically it was perfect, with full pace and power.'I felt the ball would go over the bar at the start, then suddenly it finished in the top corner.'
Iain Dowie (Charlton manager) : 'On another day you would have liked to have been at home applauding it. 'It is supreme technique.'
Arsenal correspondent: we will see a more relaxed and confident van Persie, who can use his passing and crossing ability to good effect, and of course - score more crackers like his winner today, an early contender for goal of the season.
anyway.. heard chelsea drew with aston villa..
good job! Martin O' Neill!... haix..think thats all bah.. nothing more to type..btw.. sorry ppl.. was too busy to do the tagboard.. will do it if i have the time... See ya all....
but yoo will nv know;
4:53 AM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
back again guys.. today was a stupid day.. went to school in the hope of getting back at least some prelim marks..in the end we onli got back chem mcq.
not that it matter though,my prelims are already flunked.. ms khoo did not come today, so we were joking and laughing about the trip to malacca during the june hols..
p.s weixiang: its getting closer.. the fa cup is within my reach after the latest progress, and now for the epl.. den the holy grail..!!!
but yoo will nv know;
4:26 AM
Monday, September 25, 2006
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7:24 AM
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7:18 AM
